From my Mama!

 

When did I become the student?

Thirty six years ago today we received the most wonderful early Christmas present, since, well to us, since the birth of the Savoir - ! I was over the moon with joy, and delight, as I looked down at the beautiful dark hair, standing straight up about four inches, of our wonderful, amazing little girl!
We took her home and placed her lovingly under upon a special place under the Christmas tree. Christmas that year had indeed come early! She blinked, cooed and gurgled at the sparkly lights, knowing already how very exceptional and important she was in our lives. Our house turned pink overnight; her five brothers simply could not get enough of the miracle of her.
As I held, watched, and loved her over the next few weeks, happy thoughts of pink dresses, bows, curls and fluff raced through my mind. I would show this wonder child, about clothes, makeup, hair, style, games, and Jesus.... and life. I had a daughter!
As the years rolled by, I got my way, pink dresses, lots of curls, and bows.... until this wonderful little girl was old enough to demand to copy her brothers, and prefer comfortable jeans, and hand-me-down- t shirts. It was a struggle to get her to ‘dress up’ and living in the ultimate cowboy state of Montana didn’t help my cause a bit. She did, however, grow into a beautiful young woman, who did bend to her mom’s wishes now and again – even letting mom braid, or fuss with her hair.
I was thrilled as I watched her succeed and grow. She was strong, independent, smart and beautiful. I often congratulated myself on the great job I had done in raising her!
As more years rolled by, choices, changes and just plain life, moved through all of our family. There were great years, years of hardship, challenges, trials, and sorrow. My little girl was not immune to any of the things life throws at all of us now and again. For a while, I watched helplessly as she faltered, and fought to find her purpose and set new goals.
The pink dresses, curls, bows, and fluff no longer seemed important to either of us. A purpose to live peaceful, happy productive lives was much more vital.
I listened, and watched with wonder as this beautiful girl child, at one time floundering in a sea of daily living, righted herself and found a path to peace and happiness.
Our conversations became deeper, as I listened, awed at her thoughts, insight and depth of spirit.
I am privileged to read her innermost thoughts on her blog, listen to her goals and dreams – and watch humbly as she marches forward with the strength of spirit and determination that inspire so many others. She is a blessing and a joy.
As I listen, understand, and watch my darling little baby girl, grown up now into a beautiful butterfly, I marvel and wonder.... when did I become the student?
Happy - Happiest of Birthdays Janna! I love you so much!
Mom